"Phantom"

May 2, 2009

Life; as it is

falling apart like we've predicted

Love; as it is

depressingly vindictive

Someone has to hurt

while the other one feeds

one has to live

while the other bleeds

Love; heartache

just two more words for devotion

let it consume your thoughts

for it controls your emotions.

 

The Stall

May 2, 2009
 The setting of this particular event is in one of the most pecular places one can have an inspiration. The potty room. On top of that, a public potty room. Please don't feel offended, and don't shy away from this story. I promise you, it is worth reading.
     Walking down the long endless hallway of the restroom, I had no idea what was in store for me, and I never realized how easy it is for me to forget things I really need to do. I won't mention those things. For some reason I happened to...
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Risk taking

May 1, 2009
I realize there is a huge risk in putting something I write on an open blog. That's because I'm a terribly trusting person. I don't believe someone take something that a mediocre writer would post publically and uncopy-righted. I do not believe that what I write is amazing. I can't bethe judge of that, that's why I want you, reader, to be.

I would like to say that I am putting my full trust in whoever you are, whoever comes across my website that what I have to say is not exploited on the inte...
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"Happiness"

May 1, 2009
Reaching in the sky for an incentive;
inspiration and happiness are too intensive -
My hands and heart up in the clouds,
and when I brought them down:
Inspiration from the God above,
with every bit of passion and love.
I did not search and seek for dawn,
after Day's curtain had been drawn.
Instead I rested on the earth -
Next to that open, natural hearth.
When Rain wakened me with a gentle drop,
I began my Journey, to the mountain top.
It wasn't easy, at times I fell.
But I was so determined to excel,
That...
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"Where I Belong"

May 1, 2009

I've been so demanded,
and brainwashed convinced,
that the world in which I belong,
is where monsters exist.
When others are dreaming
of their wedding day,
I am stuck chasing
my nightmares away.
No helpful solutions,
as normal as can be,
can push them far enough
from coming back to me.
When I close my eyes,
and drift off to sleep,
here are the things
that my mind seems to keep.

I wrote this about my nightmares. Everynight I have some kind of nightmare.. and this has been going on for about a year and a hal...


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"Bring a Guest"

May 1, 2009

Bring a Guest”


..And so I brought you,
Where my heart said “you're invited,
Bring a guest”.

The party was a masquerade,
but you brought yourself
to find a thousand realities
to my one and only fairy tale,
each one raising their glasses
to the end of the long awaited story.

I didn't expect to find what I witnessed.
The day it was raining
not one single idea was dampened
with regret.
Somehow laughter was created
from the bits and pieces
of broken yesterdays,
shattered by someone else.


I br...


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First Blog!

May 1, 2009
    Right now, I have this crazy little six year old running around my living room. Oh, yeah... that's my little sister.
I should probably explain myself before I venture any further. I am 18 years old, and I've been writing since I was about 8. Writing is my passion, but it is not my calling. I am a spontanious writer, and it pains me when I have to make sense of my own ideas.
I will be going to school to become an RN for the next two years, and after that I will be on my way to becoming a neo...
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Emily I'm a wife, mother, daughter, sister, aunt and writer. I am described through these blogs and my poetry, so feel free to discover your opinion of me in them.

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